Have you ever felt like you've made your life worser than it had ever been? I've been feeling like that. What have I done t my life, mannn. It's like effing messed up and effed up. EVERYTHING IS WRONG! I hate this. I hate feeling depressed. It sucks like Idk what. Sometimes I know what's wrong and why I'm feeling like that. But sometimes, I DON'T KNOW AT ALL. I don't know why I'm feeling this way. And I rly tyvm that I'm always so freaking oblivious to almost everything but right now, everything is screwed up so apparently, I cannot be oblivious and nonchalant anymore. My life is effing screwed up. I need t bring my life back into th right track.

I want t feel happy again, t be rly happy from th inside.


I need t study.
I need t get t my books.
I need t get awesome grades.


I feel like crying which is so effing irritating cos Diary went t sleep alrdy. This sucks. I hate being alone. This freakingly sucks. I need t fckngly stop being reliant on people.


I just want t be myself.


Forget it. I hate th computer, I hate th Internet too.


I shall just go read. Or sleep.
OR FCKNGLY JUST GO DO HOMEWORK, TEANNA TAN!