Now listening to : 无乐不作

Maybe some things are better left unrevealed, because at least th balance will still be there. I realised only today, how much. It scares me t know exactly how much. I kind of get thrown off th balance and is super distracted, somehow or another. This feeling leaves me feeling damn emotional but there is nothing I can do about it but just shutting up and moving on. Why does it have to impact me so much? Why can't I just be as nonchalant? It really freak me out a little bit. Everything seems to remind me so much. Oh shucks. Just give it up.

Or maybe, a leap of faith is what I need. I don't know.

I'm scared.


HAPPY NIU YEAR ANW !
Like I said, I actually hate CNY alot, yea.

I shall see how I survive th next few days. There is [V] Power concert on teevee tmr, that better last me for awhile manz.