DEPRESSED IS TH WORD
Posted on: Saturday, 10 January 2009
Posted at: 5:47 am
Went AJC Open house w Jenniferang. I think we are both in a kind of cui mood tday, but th topic-of-th-day was VERY entertaining, ya!
More later.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JOEL! :D (kind of belated) GET WELL SOON!
Nobody seems t unds my fear, everybody thinks I'm thinking too much/ask me t don't think. Srsly, it had been on my mind since two days back la; or rather, for th past two months except that now, th fear has came back stronger and more prominent. It kind of suck yknow. I don't know how t explainnnnnnn. I totally know it's nobody's fault but mine, but ya, hanging out with Parry people kind of makes me feel more stressed/depressed than ever, like whatever actually went wrong with my secondary years if all th Parry pple are doing so shuperduperchaoji well and everything. Argggggggggg! I shall just hope for th best.
I am v tired. Tired physically and mentally. It just keep bugging
moi.
I want t borrow New Moon from Jen and just absorb myself in th Edward Cullen fantasy. AHHHHHHH. Shall go read Eclipse, heh. :D
I need t talk t someone who can unds my feelings.NAP TIME
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I woke up from my nap at 3.36am t be exact. I've no idea why but I couldn't sleeeeeeepz anymore. I napped after watching my Machi Boy! :D & after pizza hut delivery dinnerrrrrrrr, I don't like th double cheese thing lol. I prefer my 6.80$ student meal pan pizza, srsly. LOL.
And so, I've totally missed th enthuMSNtimingz, lol. ):
Van left a uber long comment, read it for yourself. And yes, that's exactly how I'm feeling. I feel so dead and arg, I'm enjoying my hols so much that I srsly have no intention of ruining th remainder of it. Shucks, th emo kind of feeling is backkkkkkkk. But I still love you, Vannnnnn.
I've been prancing around too much on Facebook. I shall go watch some TV/get irritated by some Ponyo Ponyo advertisement orrrrrrrrrr just go sleep.
G'night.