I hate Blogger, maybe I should change t Xanga or Wordpress or Livejournal.

Congrats me moi, *stare at th pile of hwk I have on th table* Glares at myself. You ass, you should go do some work.

Interact on Sat was ok tho I don't know anyone from my group. But well, I made new friends! :D Then went lunch with Shayne. :D And guess what, we saw a hotguy! HAHAHAHAHHA. (: Awesome or what!

School was ok tday, I wanted t skip but changed my mind. But was damn shag throughout and am stoning just about as much as Shayne. LOL. And had a rly great laugh at th library with Shayne, Shaotong and Gabriel about tigers + weird classmates + conservation + emergency + whatsnot! LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL. After sch, watched th soccer match with Olilee+Nick. TPJC WONNNNNNNN~! Like yaye! :D Hahaha.

Disliking someone is very troublesome and tiring, but sometimes when this feeling comes naturally, it just get kind of stuck. I hate it when someone gives me th irritated tone when I am only joking and is obvious am only joking. Can't you just take a joke? Else, get your ass off my back man, it's like wtc is wrong with you. Can't you just play nice like everybody else? And not t be pushing th blame and responsibility t other pple when you are th one in rein? It hurts t see you do things man, it's immature and totally lack of responsibility. Think about it man. You need t grow up!

And as for you, I am utterly disappointed in you. You make me feel like crying, feel angry and now, I only feel nausea AT YOU.
WHAT HAPPENED? I rly want t know. But you refuse t do anything so be it.

I miss my Peccy+Olilee!
I want t go walk Pasar Malam with Almost Neighbour!
AND WHEN ARE WE GNG OUT, VANNNNNNNNNN? ):

K, HOMEWORK!

I was supposed t be doing th PI, but well, I've been procrastinating. Maybe I will do it tomorrow night.

I need t be a pon-star someday. I'm like draining out, damn shag. This week had been crazy, profiling tests and more profiling tests and more profiling tests.


Wednesday, was GP + Physical Geog which I totally screwed up. ): After school went for lunch at TM with Shayne, Shaotong, Moses and Isaiah. Then th guys went back t school for choir while th three of us went t go watch Mall Cop. Shaotong and me laughed until we banged into each other, and I srsly had a stomachache, but Shayne Ong FELL ASLEEP! Lol. The parkours are coooooooooool. :D And I thot th movie was freakinnnnnng funnie! LOL :)

Thursday, was NO TESTS! Like WOAH. Hahhaa. (: So after a freakinggggggg shag day in school which Gabriel keep asking why I so emo, I went lunch/dinner with a bunch of A03 peoples - Shayne, Shaotong, Gabriel, Cheeky, Dionne and Moses at Pastamania. :D Gabriel eats so freaking slow and talks so super much that I think his whole plate of pasta is full of his saliva! :P LOL. Ok, but it gave me chances and time t steal his bacon. :D

Friday, GP + Human geog which I didn't do too well toooooooo. Outing cancelled, which was great. (: Went out with Peccy! And she + me = glutton! LOL. We watched Confessions of A Shopaholic which I thot was pretty cool, lol. It is a bimbo show but welllllllllll, seriously who cares! But we bought in a popcorn combo + a nachos combo. CAN TWO GIRLS ACTUALLY EAT SO MUCH? But wellllllllllll, that was my dinner! Hhahaha. Walked around after th movie, talk talk. Until suddenly.
T: You want????
E: Don't tell me it's Swensens ice cream!
T: YAHYAHYAHYAH!
So we went Swensens for supper which we seriously stuffed ourselves with clam chowder, mushroom soup, US Hot Fries, Chocolate Malt and Topless five. It is awesome eating with Peccy. (: Cos we never feel guilty! HEH. :D

I FREAKING OVERSPENTTTTTTTT! ):


Ok, have t go for Interact tmr at 830. I'm like kind of fine and looking forward t it. But Cheeky, Gabriel and Reuben are in one group while I'm stuck in some ulu ulu group... I just feel EMO. -emo-

Gnight, I'm freaking tired man. ):

SCHOOL SUCKS! I'm gng t bed as soon as I post this post.
Ok, school's not that bad. Emo-ing with Shyane, crapping with Gabriel, gossiping with Shaotong but I am freaking emo about school th whole day. I STILL LOVE A03! I just cannot stand school!

Out with Shayne yesterday. Supposed t study but wellllll, enjoying our last day of hols seem more impt t us, so we went gallivanting around ToysRus, looked through all th reference books in Popular and then watched a movie - Hotel For Dogs. I think it is oooooookay only.

Out t do hwk with Van. :D

It was great srsly, having girltalk, laughing and just basically talking alot. It's weird when we think back how much we used t hate each other's guts when we were younger, yea!

But I didn't get much work done, only done like five questions of Maths. Am gng t mug tonight tho, I promised Van. Lol. :D JYJYJYJY!


Have still got loads of hwk undone.

• GP immersion trip questions.
• GP blog thing.
• Reading log.
• Math tutorial 1c and 2.
• 2 Chinese worksheets.

And of cos, got t study for profiling tests. ):

I think after all th talking done tday, I've learnt something (hey, I learnt something from you, Vannnnie!) It's t COUNT YOUR BLESSINGS!

I love my two lovelies and 09A03 alot. :D And Van + all my other girlfriends!

Finally got th tenmillionyears ago photos of my gram's birthday from Gekshan! LOL! :D

14th March

Have you ever felt like you've made your life worser than it had ever been? I've been feeling like that. What have I done t my life, mannn. It's like effing messed up and effed up. EVERYTHING IS WRONG! I hate this. I hate feeling depressed. It sucks like Idk what. Sometimes I know what's wrong and why I'm feeling like that. But sometimes, I DON'T KNOW AT ALL. I don't know why I'm feeling this way. And I rly tyvm that I'm always so freaking oblivious to almost everything but right now, everything is screwed up so apparently, I cannot be oblivious and nonchalant anymore. My life is effing screwed up. I need t bring my life back into th right track.

I want t feel happy again, t be rly happy from th inside.


I need t study.
I need t get t my books.
I need t get awesome grades.


I feel like crying which is so effing irritating cos Diary went t sleep alrdy. This sucks. I hate being alone. This freakingly sucks. I need t fckngly stop being reliant on people.


I just want t be myself.


Forget it. I hate th computer, I hate th Internet too.


I shall just go read. Or sleep.
OR FCKNGLY JUST GO DO HOMEWORK, TEANNA TAN!

Yichao and Shirong left for Poly alrdy. It isn't cool, A03 is now left with eighteen peoples. Th two of them are awesome guys! Will miss them! :D But ALL TH BEST TO YOU TWO!

But with them leaving, I am still thinking whether I've chosen th right route into coming JC, up t now, I'm still not sure.